you're a mystery yourself

Tuesday, August 02, 2011

11:03 PM

Deja Vu.

That's all I have been feeling these days. It seems that the time machine wants me to travel back to 6 years ago when the world nearly collasped. Those times when you feel that there is no one in the same place as you and everyone seemed to be moving on finely except you. Time came to a still. You felt that everything is going against you once more no matter how much effort you put in.Maybe all will go back to that time. Maybe there is something that is waiting for me to discover. My life will be empty with no one close. You will push away anyone. You will try to keep a distance from everyone because you have stopped hoping, you have stopped believing anyone. Eveyone is a doubt to you. The world has betrayed you once again.

as the mystery unveils…

11:15 AM

By leaving it to fate, will you be satisfied and happy with the outcome? Will you think it is just a blessing of disguse? Will you think that there is a road prepared and planned for you? Can you just accept it? Maybe being controlled, there is nothing you can do but just take it as having choices has limitaions.

as the mystery unveils…

9:03 PM

And so, it came to a pretty satisfying and rejoicing ending with a medium sounding trumpet at the back...as I turned to look and ponder, I wish that I could make that change but the power is not in my hands. Now, as I continue to move forward, I will strive for a greater best and fight till the day comes to me. At the same time, not forgetting those who stand besides me time after time, cheering me on. All these have come to a closure. Farewell, as I take the leave.

as the mystery unveils…

9:10 PM

Well, it has been about a year since I last blogged. Many things happened and time just flew really fast, leading me to a short but grateful period of freedom. During this period, I have been reading books and occupying myself with any interesting things. Oh, and I finally had time to watch my dramas!!!(: I suppose I will blog more often now since I'm much free.

- As we are exposed to the reality, we realise that everything is not as peaceful as we had dreamt.

as the mystery unveils…

11:25 PM

Sometimes I wish that someone can tell me if music was the right thing.
It has been going against me too much, yet I hold on it
Is this foolishness or not?
Maybe after this year, without it revolving in my life entirely, I will learn to let go and move on.

as the mystery unveils…

11:47 PM

And so a new year has begun. Goodbye 2009 and hello 2010!

Hope everything will go well and we will live to the end triumphantly! (:

as the mystery unveils…

1:23 PM

Turning fear into strength
Turning carelessness into sensitivity
Turning playful into focus
History do not repeat by itself
It is reproduced by people who take no such notice.

The pressure is on
The race has been begun
Hang on to the last minute
And never give up!

- moderation is an important learning point in life.

as the mystery unveils…