you're a mystery yourself

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

4:25 PM

What if one day the sky really falls and all the things that my friends say will happen to me ( and I answer "yup, when the sky falls" ) really happen, will I be able to face it? gee...but I won't need to face it. By the time the sky really fall, I will be dead already...haha...don't even have time to face all that will happen...heehee..just a sudden thought...

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4:11 PM

It really does make a difference, so strange...
been practicing the piano a lot and yet don't feel like practicing too
I'm really going in to the emo mode that no one has ever seen before if my posts are going continue to be emo and emo and become elmo! haha...random...

为什么练了这么久，还是一样？
是我的错吗？还是这是固定的？
无论练多少，也不会好的吗？
难道这正的就是缘分？
缘分是无法改变的吗？
无论这样还是要加油！

-梦想又远又近，要得到它们，就不要放弃！加油吧，媺！我一定做得到！ (:

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12:19 AM

生活就是那样，样样都无法得到。
但至少我懂得知足。
在学校，大家常当我是透明
我的建议、人就像烟一样飘走。
我就是个无名、没人理、透明的人。

- 我期待我的梦想，但这梦想会实现吗？

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9:00 PM

It is just so strange how almost everyone loves to blog emo stuffs and yet they seems so different when they are in school, trying to hide that real truth behind a smile...are our life really that sad? Everyone seems just too scared to show their true feelings when they are in front of people, everyone is afraid that other people will make fun of them and they will just be haunted by it forever. Well, everyone has their own little secrets, but still there are some feelings that can't be held back, so why don't we just not be bother about other people and be who we want to be?

-当我看到你时，我总觉得你有心事，想要述说给别人听，只是没有人从来理会你。别一直把它藏在心里，说出来吧！也许你会感到比较轻松。来吧，我会在这儿等，随时随地都愿意听。笑吧！ (:

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12:40 AM

Just want to say thank you to those who wish me!

When I heard their voices
Surprised and touched
Friends are really great
I just don't know what to say
Thanks for making it great
I really miss you guys!

- It is over. This love had never existed. It was all an illusion.

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11:47 PM

How did we know that the sky is blue?
Why can't it be green?
What makes it blue?
How do we define the things around us?
What determines it?
Life is such a mystery....

-我真的很想留着，坚持，但我也得面对事实。继续，只能拖累自己，还是放弃吧！我们对音乐的疯狂，那些痛苦的练习，去伦敦的好伙伴，那些在表演时和之间的紧张时刻都会永远留在我脑海里，不忘记。音乐就是我的乐趣，我的好朋友。

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11:46 PM

Sometimes I feel like I know you
Yet at times I feel that I just don't you
If you want to be that sensitive
Thinking that I'm the worst person in the whole wide world
Then I'm sorry
You had never understand me
And I do not need to understand you either
For I have my own thoughts
And I can stand for myself
You can spread this to the whole world
Influencing others with your opinions
But others can make their own judgements
If by reading this
Make you piss
I'm sorry but I just don't care
For I'm tired of everything
If you think that for the past
I have been writing about you
I'm sorry you didn't understand my world
Thanks for misintepreting it
I will never blog about my life but just random stuffs
Believe it or not
It is up to you

- people are getting weird these days. we can never know what will happen next. Live responsibliy and responsively

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8:18 PM

you have changed
everything changed
nothing is like the past
after you are in that position
I don't know who are you

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11:41 PM

We have really changed
Now and then
Everything is different
Yet these old memories will still dawn upon us

- Wishing all my friends in tkgs and the other many schools spread across Singapore good luck! Jiayou, you all can do it! (:

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11:23 PM

As the story is brought to an end
I'm happy yet reluctant to leave it
Face with tough choice
A decision has to be made
And I choose to leave for better days

Try not to persuade me
For you never felt the pain
You will never understand
For you are blinded by the two-sided world
As I leave, I take a bow and wave a farewell

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5:23 PM

Lying on the green grass
Starring at the starry night
We made a wish
As the shooting star flew by

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