you're a mystery yourself

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

1:51 AM

change my blogskin to something dark this time

nothing much to say....

Sometimes you just wish that being a friend is easy
Sometimes you even wish that being yourself is easy
However, why is it alwaus that complicated?
You wish that everyone can be friends, but it never ever happen that way
You are just stuck in the middle of the friend judgement line,
Unable to choose without making one party feel that you are not just that
Being a friend is really diffcult.

as the mystery unveils…

6:13 PM

Thanks for listening to me rambling and rambling about it, maybe you understand or maybe you don't, but just thanks for being patient and understanding and lending a listening ear whatever I need to ramble. Sorry if I make you irritated and frustrated. Hope you won't mind.

as the mystery unveils…

6:02 PM

Life is so queer
Everything happens because of people
This feeling of suppression can never be describe
The feeling of being look down upon
The feeling of being lousy
Can never be written

It is hard to understand
But I have to live it to continue what I dream
To be able to these people wrong
Work hard
I can make it
Believing in yourself, helps to acheive 50%
Jiayou! Heck those annoying people!

Together we will work it out
Believe and Hard Work

- sometimes I don't want to be so irritating and always harp on the same usual stuffs. but having it happening again and again, I just have to face it. Listen to it and put it one side and ignore it

as the mystery unveils…

5:34 PM

And so, now is a new year. I know I'm late to say that 2009 is here already but I'm definitely not late to say chinese new year is coming!!!

Well, the first week of school has just started , living in the hostel which I think is very boring for all you can do is only mug. There is no internet connection but it doesn't even affects me since I do not even have laptop. Lessons are as usual with my dear group of friends and being stuck with one of my friend for every lesson is very scary especially since she is a really scary person. Nothing much.

Something is missing
I can tell it
It is no longer like the past
I hope it will come back
But I doubt it ever
For it is a whole new group and people.

It is really strange how something is missing
Not seeing, listening, playing, joking and being together with it
Life is definitely not the same without music
I will get used to it

- If there is ever going to be a happy ending for it, tell it. For as it tries to move on once again, the smile pulls it back to where it was once before

as the mystery unveils…