Magical***

2011-08-02T23:03:00.001+09:30

Deja Vu.

That's all I have been feeling these days. It seems that the time machine wants me to travel back to 6 years ago when the world nearly collasped. Those times when you feel that there is no one in the same place as you and everyone seemed to be moving on finely except you. Time came to a still. You felt that everything is going against you once more no matter how much effort you put in.Maybe all will go back to that time. Maybe there is something that is waiting for me to discover. My life will be empty with no one close. You will push away anyone. You will try to keep a distance from everyone because you have stopped hoping, you have stopped believing anyone. Eveyone is a doubt to you. The world has betrayed you once again.

2011-05-15T11:15:00.002+09:30

By leaving it to fate, will you be satisfied and happy with the outcome? Will you think it is just a blessing of disguse? Will you think that there is a road prepared and planned for you? Can you just accept it? Maybe being controlled, there is nothing you can do but just take it as having choices has limitaions.

2011-03-14T21:03:00.003+10:30

And so, it came to a pretty satisfying and rejoicing ending with a medium sounding trumpet at the back...as I turned to look and ponder, I wish that I could make that change but the power is not in my hands. Now, as I continue to move forward, I will strive for a greater best and fight till the day comes to me. At the same time, not forgetting those who stand besides me time after time, cheering me on. All these have come to a closure. Farewell, as I take the leave.

2011-01-20T21:10:00.002+10:30

Well, it has been about a year since I last blogged. Many things happened and time just flew really fast, leading me to a short but grateful period of freedom. During this period, I have been reading books and occupying myself with any interesting things. Oh, and I finally had time to watch my dramas!!!(: I suppose I will blog more often now since I'm much free.

- As we are exposed to the reality, we realise that everything is not as peaceful as we had dreamt.

2010-01-17T23:25:00.002+10:30

Sometimes I wish that someone can tell me if music was the right thing.
It has been going against me too much, yet I hold on it
Is this foolishness or not?
Maybe after this year, without it revolving in my life entirely, I will learn to let go and move on.

2010-01-05T23:47:00.003+10:30

And so a new year has begun. Goodbye 2009 and hello 2010!

Hope everything will go well and we will live to the end triumphantly! (:

2009-12-01T13:23:00.002+10:30

Turning fear into strength
Turning carelessness into sensitivity
Turning playful into focus
History do not repeat by itself
It is reproduced by people who take no such notice.

The pressure is on
The race has been begun
Hang on to the last minute
And never give up!

- moderation is an important learning point in life.

2009-11-23T17:22:00.000+10:30

Today is a new day and we shall live to its fullest!

2009-10-30T14:04:00.002+10:30

In life, we have choices. These choices may be something that are enforced upon us or one that we truly want. Regardless of which category the choices fall in, we have to take full responsibility of them. For you had a choice of choosing the alternative even if it is enforced

2009-10-08T22:45:00.000+10:30

I'm back finally after a two months hiatus!

Well, exams are finally over and I get too relax for a while before lessons start and results are checked. Hope everything will go well.

I want to change my blogskin but I can't find anything that my blog can fit in.
Urgh! Oh well, I will just see what I can find.

2009-08-16T22:10:00.000+09:30

And so yes, I have not been updating for more than a month. There are loads of things to do and work to be catch up and exams that are coming in weeks, hours, minutes and secnonds. But I'm going to hang on! All the WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! (:

2009-07-01T16:55:00.001+09:30

Do you believe that your body can have a mind of its own?
Well, I do. I was sleeping just now and suddenly my whole body started to jerk. Whew, luckily I didn't knock my head on the wall. Oh well, got to run. (:

2009-06-15T13:06:00.003+09:30

If life was free with problems, would it be a better place to live in?
Maybe I should not even have choose to pick up music, life will be easier for me.
No one would have despise me, look down upon me and I may be smarter and may have achievments.
Maybe life would have been better with swimming and I won't have to be the black sheep.
Choosing something wrong will only bring consequences and I have been through.
Farewell to music after all the exams and I hope these last exams will give a good lasting memory.

- A leader will always be a leader. A captain will always be a captain. A nothing will always be a nothing.

2009-06-01T15:13:00.002+09:30

Loads of things happen during the past 6 months.
Many changes were made.
Unused to it, I didn't like it at all nor understand it.
Upon reflecting, I hope these changes will help me along my tough journey and make me a better person in the end.
A person of value judgement and independence.

-Your existance has changed its life for the better or worse, it does not know. It wonders if you will a source of comfort, support, whatever a great friend does after being alone for so long. It wants to thank you for the help and advice gave. You are a really great friend! (:

2009-05-21T00:29:00.002+09:30

here I am in hostel...typing my way here...and all i want to say is I'm totally bored...
really, boarding has nothing much to do and can't study in peace):

anyway, tomorrow will be the start of my busy days. Hope everything will go well. (:

-As we took a ride down the memory lane, we recalled the times we spent together, the fun we had, the times we supported and stood by one another. Now that, we walk our way. I hope we willl continue to be best pals and root for each other like we used to.

2009-05-19T11:23:00.001+09:30

Ok, so I'm back again...nothing much but the june holidays are coming. Time really flies!

- the sweetness of life will lie forever (:

2009-04-17T21:25:00.003+09:30

It has been a while since I last posted. These days, I seems to have lost any sense of blogging. Well, there is just something that I feel like writing here today.

A change is definitely a change
It's strange how one changes within a short period of time
Looking and reflecting the past
You wish everything was like back then
But life is never nice to us
We must learn to move on.

- Looking at the past photos makes me realise how much my family, friends and I had grown. No longer a small little kid, a mature young teenager has blossomed.

2009-04-12T21:39:00.001+09:30

Life is tough
but I will hang on.

JIAYOU, ME!

Hear my scream! AHHHHHH!

2009-03-16T19:52:00.002+10:30

It is the MARCH holidays now! Finally! Got to recharge, rest, sleep and be all gear up when school comes in another week's time.

I know I have been writing emo stuffs on the blog the whole of last term but it is ok I'm feeling better now. (: Life is never better than home!

- 向左走，向右走。也许我们曾经互相擦身而过，却不知道我们两人是注定在一起。缘分真的有它的奥妙！

2009-03-01T01:42:00.000+10:30

Why do I continue to hope for something that is unreachable?
Why can't I just forget it?
It will never come to me, so why bother about it.
Stop giving yourself hope
For nothing will happen.

2009-02-22T15:02:00.004+10:30

I notice there has been lack of posts on my blog these days...well...nothing much to write....

As the sky turns dark,
The earth begins to tremble
People scream and run,
As a catastrophe looms.

2009-02-07T17:05:00.002+10:30

As I saw everybody that day,
I realised how much each of us had changed during the past few years.
Mature we are,
We have moved on to our next phase of life.
Awaiting for what lies ahead of us,
We brace ourselves for the never-ending journey.

2009-01-28T01:51:00.005+10:30

change my blogskin to something dark this time

nothing much to say....

Sometimes you just wish that being a friend is easy
Sometimes you even wish that being yourself is easy
However, why is it alwaus that complicated?
You wish that everyone can be friends, but it never ever happen that way
You are just stuck in the middle of the friend judgement line,
Unable to choose without making one party feel that you are not just that
Being a friend is really diffcult.

2009-01-24T18:13:00.002+10:30

Thanks for listening to me rambling and rambling about it, maybe you understand or maybe you don't, but just thanks for being patient and understanding and lending a listening ear whatever I need to ramble. Sorry if I make you irritated and frustrated. Hope you won't mind.

2009-01-24T18:02:00.002+10:30

Life is so queer
Everything happens because of people
This feeling of suppression can never be describe
The feeling of being look down upon
The feeling of being lousy
Can never be written

It is hard to understand
But I have to live it to continue what I dream
To be able to these people wrong
Work hard
I can make it
Believing in yourself, helps to acheive 50%
Jiayou! Heck those annoying people!

Together we will work it out
Believe and Hard Work

- sometimes I don't want to be so irritating and always harp on the same usual stuffs. but having it happening again and again, I just have to face it. Listen to it and put it one side and ignore it

2009-01-17T17:34:00.005+10:30

And so, now is a new year. I know I'm late to say that 2009 is here already but I'm definitely not late to say chinese new year is coming!!!

Well, the first week of school has just started , living in the hostel which I think is very boring for all you can do is only mug. There is no internet connection but it doesn't even affects me since I do not even have laptop. Lessons are as usual with my dear group of friends and being stuck with one of my friend for every lesson is very scary especially since she is a really scary person. Nothing much.

Something is missing
I can tell it
It is no longer like the past
I hope it will come back
But I doubt it ever
For it is a whole new group and people.

It is really strange how something is missing
Not seeing, listening, playing, joking and being together with it
Life is definitely not the same without music
I will get used to it

- If there is ever going to be a happy ending for it, tell it. For as it tries to move on once again, the smile pulls it back to where it was once before

2008-12-31T22:10:00.003+10:30

And so the new year is going to begin in another few more hours!!!!!! Say bye bye to 2008!!!

Actually come to think about it, this year has not been a bad year, so next year must jiayou even more to make it even better (:

I don't understand
Is it that weird?
Why does everyone say that?
Who cares!
It will just remain the same
For it is special (:

- It is so strange how a person can be your pal for one moment and then a stranger the next moment.

2008-12-07T20:01:00.002+10:30

AUGUST RUSH

It is really a nice show..I mean the boy there is really talented...if only I can play music like that...
anyway, nothing much these days..just that it is the holidays and having fun and year end is coming, christmas is coming or else everything is just the same...

It is hard to surppress it
but I just have to say.
It is good knowing
about the bad
It hurts
though I may seems to be able to take it
as I put a brave front
continue to be brave and not be knock off by these people

-music is all around us, just listen to it (:

2008-11-09T18:13:00.002+10:30

As she steps into the room,
she saw a light.
This light is just like any ordinary light
but it seems to be having some forces attracting her.
After following so many lights in her life,
she wondered if she should do likewise for this light.
Plucking up the courage,
she steps forward.
A cold wind blew.
It was all wrong.
Just then,
she went down the spiral.
Coldness and darkness gripped her.
Shivering and chattering,
she is lost.

-好累啊, 我们能在这儿停着吗？

2008-10-28T16:25:00.002+10:30

What if one day the sky really falls and all the things that my friends say will happen to me ( and I answer "yup, when the sky falls" ) really happen, will I be able to face it? gee...but I won't need to face it. By the time the sky really fall, I will be dead already...haha...don't even have time to face all that will happen...heehee..just a sudden thought...

2008-10-28T16:11:00.002+10:30

It really does make a difference, so strange...
been practicing the piano a lot and yet don't feel like practicing too
I'm really going in to the emo mode that no one has ever seen before if my posts are going continue to be emo and emo and become elmo! haha...random...

为什么练了这么久，还是一样？
是我的错吗？还是这是固定的？
无论练多少，也不会好的吗？
难道这正的就是缘分？
缘分是无法改变的吗？
无论这样还是要加油！

-梦想又远又近，要得到它们，就不要放弃！加油吧，媺！我一定做得到！ (:

2008-10-27T00:19:00.003+10:30

生活就是那样，样样都无法得到。
但至少我懂得知足。
在学校，大家常当我是透明
我的建议、人就像烟一样飘走。
我就是个无名、没人理、透明的人。

- 我期待我的梦想，但这梦想会实现吗？

2008-10-20T21:00:00.005+10:30

It is just so strange how almost everyone loves to blog emo stuffs and yet they seems so different when they are in school, trying to hide that real truth behind a smile...are our life really that sad? Everyone seems just too scared to show their true feelings when they are in front of people, everyone is afraid that other people will make fun of them and they will just be haunted by it forever. Well, everyone has their own little secrets, but still there are some feelings that can't be held back, so why don't we just not be bother about other people and be who we want to be?

-当我看到你时，我总觉得你有心事，想要述说给别人听，只是没有人从来理会你。别一直把它藏在心里，说出来吧！也许你会感到比较轻松。来吧，我会在这儿等，随时随地都愿意听。笑吧！ (:

2008-10-14T00:40:00.002+10:30

Just want to say thank you to those who wish me!

When I heard their voices
Surprised and touched
Friends are really great
I just don't know what to say
Thanks for making it great
I really miss you guys!

- It is over. This love had never existed. It was all an illusion.

2008-10-11T23:47:00.003+10:30

How did we know that the sky is blue?
Why can't it be green?
What makes it blue?
How do we define the things around us?
What determines it?
Life is such a mystery....

-我真的很想留着，坚持，但我也得面对事实。继续，只能拖累自己，还是放弃吧！我们对音乐的疯狂，那些痛苦的练习，去伦敦的好伙伴，那些在表演时和之间的紧张时刻都会永远留在我脑海里，不忘记。音乐就是我的乐趣，我的好朋友。

2008-10-07T23:46:00.004+10:30

Sometimes I feel like I know you
Yet at times I feel that I just don't you
If you want to be that sensitive
Thinking that I'm the worst person in the whole wide world
Then I'm sorry
You had never understand me
And I do not need to understand you either
For I have my own thoughts
And I can stand for myself
You can spread this to the whole world
Influencing others with your opinions
But others can make their own judgements
If by reading this
Make you piss
I'm sorry but I just don't care
For I'm tired of everything
If you think that for the past
I have been writing about you
I'm sorry you didn't understand my world
Thanks for misintepreting it
I will never blog about my life but just random stuffs
Believe it or not
It is up to you

- people are getting weird these days. we can never know what will happen next. Live responsibliy and responsively

2008-10-06T20:18:00.000+10:30

you have changed
everything changed
nothing is like the past
after you are in that position
I don't know who are you

2008-10-04T23:41:00.003+09:30

We have really changed
Now and then
Everything is different
Yet these old memories will still dawn upon us

- Wishing all my friends in tkgs and the other many schools spread across Singapore good luck! Jiayou, you all can do it! (:

2008-10-03T23:23:00.004+09:30

As the story is brought to an end
I'm happy yet reluctant to leave it
Face with tough choice
A decision has to be made
And I choose to leave for better days

Try not to persuade me
For you never felt the pain
You will never understand
For you are blinded by the two-sided world
As I leave, I take a bow and wave a farewell

2008-10-02T17:23:00.005+09:30

Lying on the green grass
Starring at the starry night
We made a wish
As the shooting star flew by

2008-09-30T22:57:00.002+09:30

It is during this time that I have made a decision to leave it,
Only to feel the pain and reluctance
This is the best way to do and I have to face it
It is now that I know how much it means to me.

- 拿得起，放得下

2008-09-06T17:46:00.001+09:30

Finally, I changed the blogskin :)

- Life is still the same. The old me is gone forever and it will never be the same again. Maybe all times I was just expecting too much...

2008-08-13T00:18:00.005+09:30

I'm feeling like the girl above these day due to the next picture

I wish life was much simpler..emo

2008-08-11T22:09:00.002+09:30

Ok, I have been blogging a lot these few days, treasure it, for I think I'm not going to blog for quite a while after today.

" Everyone will be given a place, a post."

Result: nothing
Moral of the story: never listen to people's rubbish, especially when come to the "p", it will just bring disappointment no matter how much you had prepared. False hope, terrible disappointment. Can't be bothered to run, get it ( and even better double rewards )

- Life is always full of opportunities. However, at times, we are forced to accept that many prestigous opportunities are usually given to the favourites, no matter how much you fight. People just can't be bothered with you, so just give up.

Sometimes I wonder what if the choice that you thought was right turns out to be wrong. It was never right. At that point of choosing, you made the wrong choice and after 1 year, you realised it. Would you move on with it or would you quit it and get on with life? (for there are so many things to do in life)

- if only I can travel back to that time, I will never have made you the choice. It was the wrong choice and I wish to get out of it. I was never meant to be in this world. 可遇不可求

2008-08-10T20:19:00.002+09:30

I wish complicated things do not exist.
I wish I do not always think so complicated
I wish life was just much simpler.
I wish life was much better

- I have quit, so stop looking for me. There was never a me in the ensemble world.

2008-08-08T15:21:00.002+09:30

在这强烈的竞争里，我们常常会面对失败。
在这不公平的社会里，我们都要学会争取。
但有时候，生活就是这样。即使不服，我们也要懂得接受。
加油吧！气馁就是失败，不争气的人就是失败者。

-这就是人生，即使不明白，也要接受

2008-07-30T21:21:00.001+09:30

I used to enjoy
Now, it is like a competition
I must relax
It is only this way that the feeling will come back.

- If only time can bring me back, I will choose to stay then.

2008-07-27T23:13:00.002+09:30

A new morning
Fill with great joy and hope
Shining sun
Never cease to smile

- This hope is always hanging on. It will never die for the candle has not distinguished.

2008-07-12T00:56:00.002+09:30

This silent cry
Can you hear?
It has been crying for ages
Waiting to be heard

In this bustling society,
No one ever stop to bother.
If only the cry is louder
Still nobody will listen

Moaning
Screaming
Anything that can be any worse
This cry is in despair

If only someone can understand
Life may be easier
The burden may be lifted
A happy ending will come

2008-07-07T16:16:00.002+09:30

I'm back from OBS. It was really fun and enriching. Really enjoyed the last few days!
Sailing Rocks!!!!

In this world,
There are many worse than you.
I have struggled through
I will never be pulled down again
For I am stronger now and
You are weak.

2008-06-29T23:27:00.001+09:30

This little mouse lives in my house

This little mouse steals my cheese

This little mouse eats my cheese

This little mouse runs away with my cheese

- cheese cheese cheeese

2008-06-17T18:06:00.003+09:30

There was once a star who had a dream
It gave it its willpower to continue living
However, opportunities are hard to come by.
Depsite having many opportunities being snatched away in front of it
This star will not let go of its dream
One day, this dream will grow to be a reality.

Jia you, star! (: 一人一梦！

--Hold on to our dream, it will be reality one day! (:

2008-05-29T17:13:00.004+09:30

and yes, I'm encouraging everyone to smile as smiling is good for everyone. Making use of lesser muscles, you will get lesser wrinkles...hahaha random....anyway, just keep smiling. Cheeze everybody! Together we will make this story a happy ending where everyone will always live happily ever after unless you refused. (:

2008-05-27T17:51:00.008+09:30

nature is beautiful

nature never fails to surprise us

nature is really colourful (:

2008-05-26T18:30:00.002+09:30

and so I was requested to write my posts longer
and I have to warn you if you want the posts to go longer,
the posts are going to be really crappy and nonsensical,
so don't say I did not warn you.

ok, so today's post is going to be long

Living in a cave,
The light is never on.
Darkness engulfs the sun
Silence rule the world

What makes this world
A never-ending one
Is something that never appeared
Or know

However,
One day,
This world was pulled out
Only to realise that it had always been in a box

In this box,
There was a spinner.
It was this spinner that held the world
It was it that caused a change in nature.

- Changes are always happening around us, whether it is within a person or the people around you. If there is always such a change, learn to adapt to it and your life will be much better.

2008-05-23T17:19:00.001+09:30

A golden ball
Shinning so high up
Bring hope and joy to many.

- if only life is simpler...

2008-05-01T19:17:00.004+09:30

有时候，我真的不明白。
为什么世界就是要那么复杂？
为什么人就是那么残忍，而从来不为别人着想？
但这是事实，我得成全地接受。

- 来，让我们把这卑鄙的面具脱掉，让我们认识真正的你

2008-04-29T01:01:00.002+09:30

Life will go on
As the past is left go.
This illusion of mine had never exist.
It has all come to an end.

2008-04-15T00:13:00.002+09:30

And so as the sun sets,
Music lingers with the shadows.

- these shadows are my dreams...will it ever be acheived, I wonder?
but I must have faith. Many have ever questioned about me and music, but
they will never understand. Mock me if you want. This is so similar to many years
back. I will hold on to my dream no matter what happen.

2008-04-05T02:07:00.001+10:30

Confusion whirled around the land,
Dreams shattered and fall.
Remorse felt but nothing happen,
Except for a cut in the land.

- emo days are back....sometimes, this is just fate.

2008-03-22T14:40:00.002+10:30

The star has fallen,
Saddness spreads.
Depression arises.
Its glorioius days are over.

- The glory will come back and the star will continue to shine brightly.

2008-03-07T18:30:00.003+10:30

Ok, I know it has been a long time ever since I last blog.
Well, assessment week just ended today and the March holidays are here.

Anyway, people around me are changing, seriously and I mean for the better.

When we first step into the world,
Innocent and shy we are.
Now as we begin to understand life,
Mature, we are.

- People will change...maybe one day I will too.

2008-02-22T21:55:00.002+10:30

Sorry for not posting much these days...

当你孤单你会想起谁
你的心情总在飞什么事都想去追想抓住一些安慰
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊你最害怕孤单的滋味
你的心那么脆一碰就会碎经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪你最害怕每天的天黑
但是天总会黑人总要离别谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味谁都要面对不只是你我会感觉到疲惫
当你孤单你会想起谁你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲只有我能体会让我再陪你走一回
你的心情总在飞什么事都想去追想抓住一些安慰
你总是喜欢在人群中徘徊你最害怕孤单的滋味
你的心那么脆一碰就会碎经不起一点风吹
你的身边总是要许多人陪你最害怕每天的天黑
但是天总会黑人总要离别谁也不能永远陪谁
而孤单的滋味谁都要面对不只是你我会感觉到疲惫
当你孤单你会想起谁你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲只有我能体会让我再陪你走一回
当你孤单你会想起谁你想不想找个人来陪
你的快乐伤悲只有我能体会让我再陪你走一回

This song has been stuck in my head these days. I know this is a super old song but I really like this song, so that I can emo with it!

- sudden empitness after it left...wishing the memories of it will leave but it is them that make me a person.

2008-02-09T18:59:00.000+10:30

2008-02-06T01:47:00.000+10:30

- If only things are going on finely, I wish to forget everything but somthing is still clinging onto my memory. I just want to get rid of it and get on with life.

2008-01-27T00:52:00.000+10:30

忍耐

其实人生最伟大的长处就是忍耐。
对别人不经意的骚扰，忍耐。
对自己遇到的挫折不顺，忍耐。
培养显示生活压力的承受度，将是日后否成功的最大关键呢！

2008-01-27T00:41:00.000+10:30

Finally, the blog is alive once more...shall write a first proper post of the year :)

Terrible, terrible, terrible,
A blizzard has just arrived.
Dropping like heaps of stones,
We just have to run.

Run, run, run,
Run for your life.
Danger is looming,
Quick, find a shelter.

Hip, hip, hoorat!
We found a shelter,
A real solid one.
We are saved.

My school has a hamster,
A very disgusting one.
Named gentle,
But never looks like one.

Live in a cage,
With spit everywhere.
Files as food
Potion as water.

A very tough one,
Who loves to pick a fight.
Meant to be champion in the world
But doesn't live to it.

Hee hee...I know the poems are quite lame, so just laugh about it.

- I can't write, nothing to write.

2008-01-18T00:51:00.000+10:30

The blog is pratically dead, ever since the start of the year. Sorry readers!

Anyway, nothing much to type, so yup this is a super lousy first post of this year.

- I wish to convince myself to forget but the memory still holds.

2007-12-27T01:43:00.001+10:30

2007-12-27T01:40:00.000+10:30

2007-12-25T17:22:00.000+10:30

Merry Christmas, everybody! (:

2007-12-18T22:51:00.000+10:30

其实不怕麻烦，可以实现梦想。
其实尊重，可以获得支持。
其实输球，可以换来好人缘。
其实真心，可以换真情。
其实不计较，可以得到公平对待。
其实迷糊，可以得到疼惜。
其实吃亏，可以获得好感。
其实不占便宜，可以获得好评。
其实不与人争锋，可以少掉烦恼。
其实做小事，可以得到赏识。

因为我们都知道---
努力不一定会成功，但成功却永远需要努力。

Adapted from 其实我们都不笨

2007-12-08T11:54:00.000+10:30

Lame, Lame, Lame
For all I know is lame
I only know the word lame
That the most simplest word I know

:P What a lame post

2007-12-07T19:19:00.000+10:30

My pet rat likes to eat meat.
It always heat the meat ,
before eating
the funny thing is it never eat it hot
it likes to eat 2 hours later

Then why don`t it eat the meat raw? (wait until is defrozen)

2007-12-07T19:00:00.000+10:30

The day has came,
When death is brought upon.
Innocent lifes are screaming for mercy,
Justice just does not want to be served.

This is the day,
Awaiting is death.
Blood gushes out rapidly,
The will has been made.

Sorrow and cries are seen,
Yet sneerness and satisfaction are found too.
Bias and unjust exist in the world,
It can never leave.

The day has ended,
Lingering are the dead.
Wanting to comfort their loved ones,
Not forgetting the gulit.

- Does justice rules in our heart or in the predestined?

2007-12-05T18:32:00.001+10:30

Fine, you win! Everyone is on your side, but I will stand for justice. You will die once I die.

2007-12-04T19:45:00.000+10:30

The sun rises,
The sun sets.
The moon rises,
The moon sets.
Another day has passed.

Spring turns sunny summer,
Autumn leads to white winter.
Winds blow,
Storms pass.
Another day has flew.

People come,
People leave.
People appear on Earth,
People disappear on Earth.
Another day has been spent.

Waiting,
Time never waits.
Life moves
No matter what hiccups there are.
But memories will always remain.

- It is now I have left it quietly...I will forget everything...Time will heal the pain...

2007-11-29T19:28:00.000+10:30

Changed my blogskin today...it is really nice although it is a bit too pink just like my first blogskin. Anyway, nothing much but just typing to say hello, oh and christmas is coming in another one more month...oh man , I feel like a kid wishing that christmas will come faster and I will be able to get my present which is obviously nothing...haha

I need inspiration to start writing poems. ><

- I can feel that it is waiting...

2007-11-28T17:18:00.000+10:30

Ok, I know the blog has been dead recently...
but I have no inspiration write...
so can inspiration appear
and you people have to wait...

- I don't know but it is slipping of my hand.

2007-11-23T00:05:00.000+10:30

When life goes on,
It should not be this way.
The five people in heaven,
You will meet them to learn
More of yourself and others.
They may be relatives or strangers.
Soon, you will be there,
And your life will be fruitful.

Adapted from "The Five People You Meet in Heaven"

- It is only now that I know it has always been inside me.

2007-11-18T13:35:00.000+10:30

Passion for music

To play well,
Need to love the music
Need to feel the music
Most importantly, Trust your spirit of music.

- I'm in need of inspiration. :(

2007-11-15T18:01:00.000+10:30

hello people...I'm so bored bored bored...

ok, that is so random. ignore it.

I will write a longer post the next time
and talk about things that I have been
discovering. So wait up!

2007-11-08T22:20:00.000+10:30

Ok, I know this blog is somehow neglected by me
again. Well, nothing much to blog these few days
anyway.

- It is just when it was here...

2007-10-28T23:24:00.000+10:30

Things are getting weird and weird each day.
I wonder how is it going to turn out one day...

2007-10-25T00:07:00.000+09:30

Why is it always this that

brought to the downfall?

However, I do not wish to

give up.

I will hold on.

- It brought me a lot of happiness.

Although I may feel discourage by it,

it never fails to cheer me up.

However, this time I have failed it.

Sorry, I will do better the next time.

2007-10-21T22:15:00.000+09:30

Time heals everything, I suppose.
I have already seems to forget.

- Do you believe in miracle?

2007-10-14T16:10:00.000+09:30

All right, people!! I'm back after the two weeks of
a dead blog. Well, things are as usual well and I
know the last post was kinda of short, so yup I
shall replace with a long one today.

Anyway, you should know it is gonna be a poem.
Woah! It seems like a long time since the last time
I wrote a poem.

Life had always been well,
Until you appeared in the doorway.
I don't know what made me went to you
But I just want to leave now.

In life,
It is always music that leads to
The not to be named and
it always lead to music.

I didn't start the whole thing
But you insist and
Go round the world to say is me.
I really don't understand why.

Is this a retribution of my past life or
Is it a message to me from someone?
I really don't know and
I want to know why.

Now,
I want to leave
But you threaten and force me to
Stay.

I really want to go on with my music life.
I want to be just like a normal musician.
Why can't you give me a chance to start a new?
Is it just your pride?

Honestly,
Please just tell me.
I do not wish to live in such a life.
I want to go on with my music life, my wanted life.

- Music gave me many experiences throughout my
life, be it pain or happiness. However, why does it
always has something to do with my destiny? I
don't want to think about it anymore.

2007-10-12T22:16:00.000+09:30

Exams are over. Yeah!!! :)

2007-09-29T21:38:00.000+09:30

Hi!!! I know this blog has been dead for about two weeks already and I'm here to revive this blog again before it is going dead again for another two weeks. Sorry, readers!!

Well, so things have going really interesting these few days. Although stress is haunting everyone everyday, if you can keep control of it, it is really no problem.

This is all I have to say. Iknow it is nothing much and also I don't feel like writing.

Anyway, good luck and all the best to everyone who is having their exams soon or now. We can survive through this people, JIA YOU!!! :)

- It is at this time when people are really studying. JIA YOU!

2007-09-16T19:11:00.000+09:30

Lately, I have been coming across quite a few articles on
homo sapiens. Homo sapiens, a latin word for wise men,
is actually a group of species that we once belonged.
This has come to make me wonder how did we actually
evolved. Also, are we really wise men???
We may be wise men in terms of discoveries and
inventions but how can we be a thinking man if we didn't
think that what we have been doing for all these years
had been harming planet earth!!!! This is really bad!
Earth is like suffering from global warming, greenhouse
effect, the sealevel is rising due to the high rate of ice
melting ( this is a bad news for us as we can be swept
away gradually when floods enter the continents. )
We should really do something!

- It was at this point of time, you sit down and really
think of your existence. Hold on to life, make good
use of it as we came to Earth for a purpose. :)

2007-09-06T20:06:00.000+09:30

- Weird things have been happening and I don't know
why. Help me.

2007-09-03T22:53:00.000+09:30

Change my blogskin today...
Finally found something that I always wanted...
Music is the life :)

- Simplicity means everything.

2007-09-02T22:48:00.000+09:30

It was in times like this
I needed it and it arrived.
I miss the fun I had with it.
It just triggers those great memories.

- Don't feel like writing much today. Just want to say SORRY to people who are have been daoing these few days. My mind has been thinking too much to react fast enough to say HI...maybe it is just that I'm turning more emo. Ya, really SORRY. I will try my very best not to dao the next time. :(

2007-08-27T23:14:00.000+09:30

Just thought of posting two of the poems that I wrote....

Blue

Blue is the colour of
A bright summer day
Where families are having picnics and
Eating blueberry pies.

The blue ridge mountains,
Found on the continous land.
The blue oceans,
A place where sharks and fishes play catching.

The true blue soldiers that are back
After many years of the raging war.
One of the seven colours of the rainbow,
Blue is the dominant.

In feelings, there are the lonesone blues that
We have once in a blue moon.
Bluebirds of happiness that we have while
Running on the huge pasture.

Under the soft light,
Listening to blues,
I just want to move with
Its rhythm.

Under the dark blue summer night,
I listen to the bluegrass music.
A lost love,
I cried myself through the blue night.

So fine,
So subline.
That is my so ever
Beautiful favourite blue.

The Raging War

Sirens rang across the island,
A vulnerable country was in war.
Troops of brave soldiers marched across the land,
Bracing for this never-ending war.

Courageous soldiers fought with all their might here,
Innocent people ran in all directions.
Gunshots could be heard everywhere,
Blood shot in evey direction.

Now, the long war has ended.
Lifeless beings are seen here and there.
Moans of pain just don't finishes,
Cries and screams can be heard everywhere.

Honourable soldiers are going home
A place where they come.

- Poems are one of the best thing in life.

2007-08-26T23:52:00.000+09:30

The school holidays are gonna be here in another one week time. Yeah!

However, now I must not think of the holidays , I can only think about it tmr after my IH essay test.

Wish me luck for tmr IH test! :D

And, THANKS A LOT to those seniors of mine who are really nice and great to help me and give me lots of useful tips, especially ------ ( you know who you are, I kept asking you a lot of questions, clarifying all my doubts that day)! :P

- as usual, my little footnote... There is always something in everyone, a special talent that is waiting to blossom. It takes time to notice this special talent. When it blossoms, it will be really wonderful, something that you will feel proud and special about. Because you know that there is only one kind of you. :)

2007-08-20T23:54:00.000+09:30

It is so strange that the world is actually that small.
It is so weird that people will find you sooner or later.
It is so unusual that in every action, there will be a re-action.
Really have nothing to say...I know these are random.

- All it takes is courage. Courage to live in this world...

2007-08-17T23:50:00.000+09:30

You gave me hope when I was in need,
You gave me light when I couldn't see.
You guided me when I was helpless,
You showered me with care and concern when I was there.
I'm really grateful to have been receiving all these, Thanks a lot

- Those were the greatest times.

2007-08-12T23:47:00.000+09:30

"Someone will come and save you one day..."

Have you ever had this feeling that you are being guided all this while? Every decision that you think really long and made was because somebody told you to do so? Who is it? Is the inner you or is it an angel? If so, why would there be wrong choice? Is it just meant to be a hitch along the way? I really wonder what is happening to life. Is it always control by this particular someone?

- - I suppose this someone is our destiny, our fate...

I hope you will guide me well and you have my aboslute trust...

2007-08-09T22:10:00.000+09:30

Shockness,
It overwhelmed me
When I received your sms.
I just couldn't believe it.

Saddness,
It is filling my heart
As you are such a good and
Hardworking player.

That day was the last day
We would be playing together.
I really wonder if it was already
All planned out by our destiny.

Farewell, my friend.
We will miss your accompany,
the fun and
music.

Also, all the best to
Your netball.
Hope you will really enjoy it.
It is really a fun game.

- Is life always being manipulate by our fate? I really need to think about my future in it...hope I won't have to make the same choice as you too. Bye, we will miss you in it! All the best to you too. :)

2007-08-08T22:27:00.000+09:30

Why, why, why? Do you people have nothing to do? Just because poppins wrote a post that you people think it is lovesick, you have to keep asking poppins funny questions. So just to let all of you know before poppins burst with anger ( beware) , poppins is NOT lovesick and DOSEN'T like anyone in particular. So STOP giving poppins those looks, and poppins means it, especially to ML ( You know who you are, don't need poppins to spell out your full name )